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think i am missing?...

2007-09-02T20:29:00.000+08:00

Hi everyone....I did not went missing.
juz that i do not have the time to blog.Working everyday! YES EVERYDAY!
from 7.15pm to 430pm and even 630pm on weekday
and weekend depend on luck and amt of work.
One sunday i tried working from 730am to 630pm....feeling like dying..so tired!

Enuff of complaining..but getting a hand of my job pretty fast. At least i know wht to do on my part and know who to find to get my work done faster. Haha..it take a bit of skill - People Skill.People want you to anknowledge his work. At least he know that u know that he is working.

In a few hrs time, it my 4th years annvi wif darling! DARling I LOVE YOU!
Thank you for loving me..As u know i not good at words..heehee..We will continue and work hard toward our dream.
Thinking back..i am smiling wif the sweet memories..Feel so xinfu to have u.

I PASSED my Driving atuo Test

2007-07-14T19:48:00.000+08:00

I am offically a class 3A atuo driver liao...

so so so Happy ..pass on the first try...

actually veri luckly too...make a few near- miss mistakes e.g missing a turn pt,slow in reacting to e- brake.

finally can stop paying $ every week to driving lesson ..veri siong one..u know
total payment for this lic is ard $1.6K..
I must thank my instructors for teaching me too. they are good..if u want me to intro u them..call me. class 3 or 3A also got..haha

I must thank my DArling too...for all her support and advice she give me.
and
she give me a veri veri cute and sweet card for me when she pick me up at BBDC.
the Card front is a P plate sign..so cute..rite..
thank u darling...i really touched!.

working life

2007-05-31T09:47:00.000+08:00

one word to say..HOT hot hot...

working in the shipyard..is really tough and fun in some ways..

Tough because of the weather...really hot and uncomfortable wif all the safely equiment but after 2 days used to it liao, and the work need lot of concentatation.

Fun - as some of u have seen the show " The Peak" the shipyard is really a place full of Life esp during lunch time when I see thousand of workers coming down/out from the ship/worksite. I am stunned by the number of men in this small area.

I really salute them, these workers from India, China and etc. they really can work hard and under really hot weather. I trying to get used to it..and i have too..haha

start work liao..cannot see my darling veri often liao..thinking of it..i am sad..Haiz..

Update when i have more time..later..take care!

update!

2007-05-12T00:41:00.000+08:00

1) my FYP presentation OVER!!..the prof and moderator both veri happy!..at least can pass the FYP liao..after the presentation went to prof office to hand in the final report and powerprint slide., he said my partern and I did a great job..so happy but veri guilty also..cos i personally feel that i did not do anything great!..really..
juz hope can get a A for it..then my 3rd class got a bit of hope..or else..haiz!!..

In my whole of NTU life so far..i onli have onli 1 A grade..that is my year 3 project (1AU)..haiz..but if FYP can get a A..i veri Happy liao..haha

2) I Move out of my 4 year Hall 14 today...REally sad abt it.when i see my room so so so empty but it is a phase of life..moving on to my next phase of life soon - WOrking life

3) Darling on leave liao..can spend some time together before I start work....hope she will be happy..but Dun have much $..cannot go far..haiz!

cool raining nite..but studying!

2007-04-30T03:33:00.000+08:00

it 3.30am in the morning an raining heavily outside ..wht a nice weather to zzz ..but i studying for my paper..in 4 days time.

the more i study , the more i stress ...how?..but cannot dun study rite..haha headache
wht to do..jia you lor

this weekend, went to darling godmother/father fish farm at LCK for the 2nd time..it is a nice place for a weekend getaway from the urban area..
a quiet place to spend a lazy afternoon wif a simple lunch and playing with the dogs and juz laze ard.

Went cycling the LCK farm area..cycle till backside pain pain..cos the bike too high liao..but cannot change..but nvm
tiring ride..plan to go the small town outside the Kangji area to buy some cold drink for darling..but in the end i got lost wif all the lanes..and went to the amour campsite.

No choice but to turn bk..Sad..useless me..rite..?..can get lost.

Good luck Card

2007-04-24T00:50:00.000+08:00

Got a good luck card from Darling..was a surprise to me..and also this cute Doraemon

Was so touched wif the content of the card.thank darling..i know some1 is supporting me all the time.Esp for my final exam time in ntu before i grad!..
actually i really super stress now..altought i have only one paper to go..

Thank u darling for the card to encourage me to move on.

Toubled over $

2007-04-19T01:16:00.000+08:00

darling not feel veri happy today! becos she is toubled over $.

I muz get to work and earn my $..to help her lessen her load....

I also veri sad too....time seem so slow when u want thing to be fast..want to finish exam asap and get to work..

Which finger?

2007-04-19T01:14:00.000+08:00

You Are the Index Finger

You are ambitious, driven, and capable.
You aren't afraid to take responsibility for your actions - or place the blame on whoever deserves it.
You are honest, free thinking, and objective. You see things in your own way - and you aren't afraid to let everyone know about it.

You get along well with: The Thumb

Stay away from: The Ring Finger

What Finger Are You?

fortune telling

2007-04-16T22:01:00.000+08:00

Went for fortune telling wif darling and so qiao the fortune teller is my friend, wei teck's mother.

She said i will have a good and smooth job for a good number of year.
she also warned me to be careful on the road.
suggested to get married in 2010.
Do not gamble cos i do not have the luck...maybe MJ for fun will be fine rite?..haha
take care of my health, lot of problem on the body.

I think it can be onli used as a guide..cannot trust everything.
Everything depend on one's hard work.
so I will still work hard and build a wonderfull life aheah.

Emotional distured

2007-04-16T21:50:00.000+08:00

went to pray my late ah ma yesterday..it been one year since she left me.

thinking bk..the whole event was still so clear in my mind.
When i think thru , i was sadded that i did not speak to her for the last time.She was asleep when i visit her at the ward that day.Suddenly condition worsen.She was admitted to ICU.Doc said muz ops at once and she nvm come out alive

Happen to walk past the same ops room that she went in a few days ago when i visit the hosiptal....Emotional set in. Feel like crying again but manged to control my emotional.

Think onli time can heal this pain of mine.

going home soon!

2007-04-11T15:13:00.000+08:00

after 4 long years ,i going back home for good next month...

thinking back i have a exciting life in Hall 14. i found my wonderfull girl, met a grp of funnie people, do lot of funnie and stuipe things in the hall.

Feeling a bit sad thought....dun know wht to say now....juz a flash of though in my mind now..so decide to note it down.

3 more mths to driving test

2007-04-11T15:06:00.000+08:00

been going for driving class twice a week...going ard on the road. - turn right , turn left , u turn etc, parking ,vertical parking..etc..

think i have learnt most of it..expect for the circuit part..going for my first circuit class on 24/04..to learn the remaining S , crank course.

Really hope to my lic on the first time.then can get on the road liao...hope everything go on fine that day!!..

having said that i need a car!..not enuff $..to buy a car.....maybe get a really small car..or get a cheap china make car.

really like the feeling of driving on the road and the ease of wanting to go anywhere anytime.

I am So Full! too

2007-04-09T00:03:00.000+08:00

juz have a fish soup , 8 satay and 3 rice wif darling at ard 8plus..
now i am so so so Full...
Out of the sudden i have a carving for satay ..haha..so juz eat and eat and eat..without thinking...

Darling is sick......slight fever..and flu!..hope she can get well soon...hope her energy will be back soon...=>

I got a Good news!..CAAS called me for a test for airport controller post..hee
Since young, i have been going to the airport and always wonder wht going on in the tall tall tower of Changi Airport..and want to work there..oversea the whole airport..
Now i have a chance...haha..

Exam is coming closer...feeling the heat slowly..cos i dun understand wht the first lectuer is teaching..out of the 12 chpt..onli 4 is important..the rest..can throw away..
but within this 4 chpt..I feel nothing much can be tested...and some more his part will have 2 out of 4 Q in exam...
So confused!

It was my birthday days ago..thank darling and family for their wonderful present..I really love the t-shirts , the piglet , the card and the shoe..
And also the lovely birthday song by one and only darling...Feel so Xin FU!!
I am 26 liao..YES veri old..liao..half way thru to my thirty..HELP...
half way liao..but still a poor student!!$#^&*$%#%^&*%$%^&*(*&^%$
Telling myself i will work hard and smart..and work myself up the labber..
2-3 to be senior enginneer.5 years to be a manager..
sound impossible..??..but i Try..

moving on

2007-03-14T16:45:00.000+08:00

final year report draft is finally in..all thank to my darling for the formating and editing it..
helping me to let my report look prof..and nice...
Thank u DEAR...
Dun think i will have any change as prof seem happy along the way..
finally can get bk to my note and studying for my last exam paper..JIa you

i need to say sorri to my darling also..
These few day ..i seem lost...maybe too bz before the report..and now it is over..a bit lost!. I getting bk ..haha..
Post report..sydrome.haha

today i went for a talk in school by a team leader of the singapore mount everst team...
I shd not say he teaches me something today...but he reenforce some of the though which i think it is veri important..

One is to have crystal clear goal...meaning knowing wht u really want, how to get it etc.
and one more thing to this , is the constant enforcing the goal in urself..

Constant change is a fact..so dun think too much..cos u are wasting time, move on..as u cannot change the fact..

in the end of the presentation he teach me a good morning test. Everymorning when u wake up , wht ur state of mind?....If u are drag urself to lec, something is wrong wif u..cos u are not doing the rite thing to reach ur goal.

and one more quote, " being good is the biggest enemy to being great" for ur thought!..

Last but not least, Enjoy wht u do, be happy..which is priceless...

packed weekend

2007-03-06T01:52:00.000+08:00

this weekend is packed with activities..

Sat morning went wif darling for her dental..happy to see her teeth getting straighter and showing her beatifulll smile..

Went to the carceer fair 2007 at suntec.....beside the edu side..which we did not really go and see..the job side is all abt FA and engineering job.

Sat afternoon went to humin new house at Sengkang...Happy to meet up the MKGs after so so so so so so long..
it feel good to crap wif them again..everyone is fine. py , sc , sy , PY, lam , uncle, seelong,huimin all there..too bad Ah ma not ard due to work..

At nite went to play pool and watch the Man U vs Liverpool match...liverpool really unluckly...fail to hold on the draw till the last 2 mins of the extra time.after eading the Newspaper...think liverpool nv win Man u before..the best draw...
Jia you LIVERPOOL...altough i not a liverpool fan

lam ,py , PY and sc and me play a new pool game
Everyone is assigned 3 ball on the table..if all your ball is in the hole, u lose.
quite a fun game esp when u dun know which ball is whose.

SUN!!!...went for driving class wif darling in the morning.Darling is working hard to clear as many subject as possible so that she can clear stage2 and book her TP date..
too tired at the centre....juz sit there and zzzzz for a hour...

After the lesson, went bk to yishun to get ready for the steamboat wif her buddies..
it was a nice feeling to have so many people ard, juz enjoy the atmosphere.
long time no c is Baby, a 3 years old girl used to be babysit by darling mother.She is a noti ,active but a veri clever gal too.
she know the different animal name in MapleStory when i show her the game on my laptop.She know how to differenate between sheep and goat.I was stunned for a 3 year child.

Finally most of the guests arrive ard 5 pm..Dinner START.
i hope i was a good maid...helping ard...
juz want my darling to be happy and have a good time catching up wif her friends..

time to end this long post..2am liao...go bk to my terror FYP report for a while before zzzz

Good nite / morning!

blogger during lecture..haha

2007-02-22T11:18:00.000+08:00

now in lec....dun understand wht he is trying to say...so switch off...haha..

using wireless to blogger....limited conection..now..so cannot blog for long..also..

so many thing happen ...both good and bad...will update when i have the time..hee

Happy V day!

2007-02-15T01:06:00.000+08:00

Happy V day to all!!!!
today i got a very very sweet card from darling...so touch!
Thank you Darling...really love it!
i feel that this V day a bit disapointting to her.. cos i feel it is not good enuff for her...try to be better next time.

the passing days not veri productive i think..nv do much for my FYP..!! ARGH!! deadline coming...
SO %^$%&^ Stress!

Yeah i juz pass my IPPT for WY 2006 last weekend
it was a close shave.Nearly cannot make it for standing board jump but luckily the 2nd jump make it.
in 1mths time after my birthday..i can start IPPT for 2007. Think i will keep the tempo and keep running. To keep up the fitness. And clear IPPT for 2007 as soon as my new window open.

Suddenly some thought went thru my mind today..

some people need to take bus while some people have car to drive to sch at such a young age..knowning that life is unfair...i can onli reflect and haiz!.....JIA YOU for better future....

was waiting for darling at Lau pa Sat for dinner today.Obs a young guy was eating his fishball noodle.
may it is because it is not nice or he is too full...He did not finish the food...
then came the cleaning ah ma..ard 60 plus ....wanting to clear his bowl.
The ah ma was not very happy wif him not finishing his food..rumbling words in her mouth
I feel sad for the ah ma...She look so old liao..but still working.
I understand that old people still can work if they can so as to make their life more active.
I support that too...but i still have the old idea that old people have enjoy their life in their old age...A struggle..
I tell myself i will work hard and have enuff $ in my old age so that i can have a comfortable life.
maybe when i start working, i will understand more.
Actually i dun know wht i am trying to say....Do u ?..haha

time really flies!!!

2007-01-31T00:35:00.000+08:00

suddenly it is end of Jan of 2007 liao..TIME REALLY FLIES!!!!!!!!

so fast till i am a bit scared...sorri..not a bit..VEry scared!

6 weeks to first draft of FYP report..
3 mths plus to end of my NTU life!!.

6 werid things abt me

I like to eat raw tomatos as my snack or shd i say it is my fav fruit..
I like to take shower cos cannot tahan the feeling of being hot and sweaty
like my nails to be short..really short..cannot stand it to be long.
like to eat black melon seed...can finish one packet when i open it..
like to see ancient chinese drama ( old china history)
cannot think of any now..

atuo test date comfirmed

2007-01-26T16:29:00.000+08:00

have my first driving lesson last week tue. was so scared...

was so scared that my back was wet after the lesson..haha

wonder wht i do on my first lesson...juz simple turn right /left in a carpark ..juz keep turing and turning...

last 30 mins ..To my shock, my instrutor said go straight...mean to the exit of the carpark ...i was stunned...first lesson on the the road liao..

this is my first time driving on the ride..was a bit scary..thought!..
luckily the traffic not veri heavy..
first 3 mins veri slow..but after a while i got the hang of it..driving at a speed of 60 km/h
think he was scared ..keep telling me to slow down..
Actually i enjoy the feeling of driving on the road..cos can be faster....
in the carpark..so slow....the slower the car..,harder to control..hee
maybe it is because i am not new to the road..i ride before.

My test date is comfirm ..in July 07..wish me good luck!!!.
hope can pass on first try!!..
then maybe can get a car to drive to work at the far far end of singapore.
but juz think only...cos juz start work..not much $.
if really buy car..i need to really have to scrimp on my daily expense.

feel so " stone"

2007-01-22T23:20:00.000+08:00

today think it my busiest day ithink ..

lesson in the morning..follow by break..then tut..then work in Lib..then job talk by Mirco..in the evening..

Dun know y i have this feeling i am like a wanding person in the sch..no energy..no qin like that.

i have drop my spanish and malay liao..was thinking i shd concentrated on my FYP..and my last sub better..
dun try any more new pattern.

updates

2007-01-18T20:37:00.000+08:00

Finally can blog liao...

Starting to feel the stress of FYP as the date of submission come nearer...Working hard to write my report..haiz..veri slow!!

next week wed i will start my first private driving lesson.dun know when will be my test date..hee...
I will strive to clear the test on the first try!! JIA YOU!

learning spanish in sch now..so far so good..but today 2nd lesson..getting harder liao..
shd i continue wif the class??
or juz simply concentrated on my last subject and FYP...thinking thinking...hard

new Year first blog

2007-01-03T21:05:00.000+08:00

long time nv blog liao..

so many thing happened since the last entry but now i having a really bad BAD BAck ache

cannot write too long..think i will try the main points for the time being

Dec 2006

BKK trip..went on a 4 days 4 nites to BKK wif darling. a fun trip..and also walk a lot..ard the Bkk city..
bought some t-shirts and a new pair of ADIDAS shoe
Really enjoy myself..nice shopping, nice hotel , wonderful food , wonderfull darling wif me..

Result was out on 28 DEC ..was so so scary the day before.
worried abt i fail my EE2003 again altough i am confident i will pass..cos i know how to do the paper..this time ard.
wif this..i finally have my first 100% clear in my uni life..a bit shamefull to tell everyone this..cos mean i been fail at least one subjuct each sem..but NVM!
I also pass..my last minor subject ..i got my minor in environment management liao..

past a few days at darling place to spend time wif her...and over the new year!!
feel so much bk in time when we are in hall 14 together..all the time together..heehee

last and not least..
my new year resolutions...
1 pass my last subject , do well for my fyp and get out of NTU!!
2 get on my Keppel job and start earning $
3 save up for a holiday , hopfully in the year end again.

CDP account and IPO

2006-12-18T13:27:00.000+08:00

this morning..wake up at 6.30am , wash up and go to raffles place to open my CDP account at 930pm..and have a short breakfast wif darling

Account opening take less than 3 mins and i done..I can start buying and selling shares liao..YEAH!..

First share..IPO of china energy and BBSFF....hope can be luckily to be allocated the share.

Darling is SICK!..dun know wht to do to make her feel better..HAIZ!..hope she will be well soon to enjoy her BK trip!...

Metta Camp!

2006-12-17T10:38:00.000+08:00

Finally it over!!
It been a tiring but yet Fun 2 days 2 nites with the Metta children..
they are juz normal children juz that they need more time and energy from us...to take care and teach them.

in my grp, there are 9 children . We call ourself " Black Metal". Altought i dun know wht it mean but it sound cool so i said ok, use this name..

9 of them are veri cute chidlren and fairly guai most of the time.
Too bad 2 of them are veri quiet , dun like to play and tok to you.Nvm ,hope they know i am talking and taking care of them ..hee
the rest are veri guia..and cheerfull...they like to ask u lot lot of question and talk to you..
U juz need to give them a simple reply and a smile will do..
Juz let them know u are listening to them, they will be veri happy liao..

I have lot of reflection during the camp...
I feel veri sad at time, when i see my grp children. all of them are veri innocent and cute but knowing their condition i feel sad..Why muz such condition happen to them..after some thinking..the world is unfair...take thing and move on.

this camp i also see for myself how Drawing can show one internal feeling.
one of the child cannot go and play wif her friend when are in the park due to her physical condition while her friends are running ard in the park.
So she sat in the hut and rest. Jia hong on seeing her so bored and nothing to do, gave her a drawing block and colour pencil to draw..
GUESS WHT SHE DRAW??

Blue sky.
A little girl (veri much like she) crying.
trees.
a green field of smiling faces.

She is feeling very sad to see her friends playing , running ard..when she sit in the hut.
When i know abt it, I felt really feel veri sad.
Wanted to tok to her but she juz do not answer u.Juz hope she can get better.!!

lazy holiday/ Biz chance

2006-12-11T14:46:00.000+08:00

exam are finally over!..but bz wif FYP...a bit tired of the project liao..haiz no choice have to do it

been playing MJ wif different groups of people , hall people, darling,Cy,don, and also Rotaract main com
not winning much..but as i always say..it is the fun of playing..not abt winning $..
I am not playing MJ to win $ to earn a living...

it nice to know that ex Rotaract main com are doing well , at least everyone have a job..may it u like it or not.
I think as long u have a job it is good liao...no need to compare how have higher salary.
juz do the job and learn something from it..and meanwhile look for other good job that come by.
JIA YOU!!!!everyone.

last nite when i was in a cab, the taxi uncle tell me something interesting.

He told me that there are 3 class of peeople
1) upper class
2) mid class
3) low class

upper class people are not people who have lot lot of $. They are people who know how to plan and do something for the furture..

mid class are people who do something when the thing happen

low class are people who do not know wht to do when thing happen

Which class of people are u?..hee

I agree wif him and tell me 1 of his 2 biz idea.too bad i have no time to listen to his 2nd biz idea.
the biz idea is to maintain the toilet biz.dun think it is a no class biz.
Toilet today are nicely but but no one to maintain it.
not recently there is a toilet fair at expo or suntec..forget which..that feature how to maintain toilet..
Think abt it!!!..Biz chance indeed.

If any1 of u outthere, have the $ and courage to do it, can ask me 2.
I dun have the $ to do but i have the courage and energy to do it.
I believe that it is a biz that have $ to be make.

scary interview

2006-12-05T23:14:00.000+08:00

today went for the CD interview...think no hope liao...i din not perform well in my 2 role play..and cannot finish the paper work in time.

Haiz..juz pray lor..think my 2.8 K really no hope..

Went to darling house for dinner..hofan by her grandmother..nice nice..but too much for me to finish..and she know..i cannot finish..ops!..hee

time to update

2006-12-05T00:33:00.000+08:00

Exam finally over over...can relax a bit..

Have a MJ cum BBQ wif darling , don , 031 , RQ, ZQ on friday nite...it was fun nite..
Did not win much ..but it is the joy of playing....

Today is my first day as SA in the new art and media school lib..
the lib have 2 different area - dark and white area...
the dark area is where the celing / book shelve are all black...so style rite?..

the white area is the study / computer area...and reading area...
I kind of like the area...cos it is bright and cosy...think i will spent some time there next sem to study and doing my SA duty..hee

Darling is sick!..how know how to make her feel better.. HAIZ!!!
me 2....no lah..juz my nose "running " when the weather turn cool ..
veri accurate weather forcast and meter hor..

So near yet so far!

2006-11-26T21:49:00.000+08:00

5 more days to end of exam..so NEAR yet so far...

2 more papers to go..and its core lor...looking forward for it..cos it MJ and BBQ after that..heehee.. for those waiting for it ..hang on there...it coming!!!!

Finally i can pass my EE2003 liao..most of the Q i can do..and i pass my quiz..this time..finally can pass liao...after so many tries...really veri tired of it liao..

so far i worried for my EE4531...scary..cos i dun know how to do and onli did 3 Q..at most..

Shortlisted by SCDF for a a dun know wht test on 5th dec....really dun know whether to join them..but juz go for the test first.....juz go and see see look look...

update

2006-11-20T13:22:00.000+08:00

for the past few days, i think i did not study much!..a bit of heck care liao..
CANNOT!!!
So i trying veri veri hard to get myself bk on track..

tolom will be the start of 3 combo paper..one after another one...
Am i ready for it!?

Phew ! luckily sem 2 reg date do not clash wif my holdiay wif darling...mine on the 29 dec.

Oh...one more thing to tell...pls be rem that 2nd of Jan is a public holiday!..haha..u can go to the MOM website to verify that..

http://www.mom.gov.sg/publish/momportal/en/general/Public_holidays_2007.html

cos my CITS boss make a mistake by puting student assitance on duty that day..

Nothing go in!!!!!!!!!!

2006-11-17T00:26:00.000+08:00

today is 17th liao..i have one paper each on 21 22 23 ...........3 more days onli

I have finish studying there liao..but .....i still veri veri stress!!..
i also dun know why?

hope a good nite zzz will help me tonite!

sleepless nite

2006-11-13T03:10:00.000+08:00

now is monday 13 /11 3am..i am still online writing blog

suddenly i have a veri funnie.feeling...i feel nothing abt the exam..
too calm liao..till a bit scary..

really scary..really scary.
cos 2 more day is first paper pro com ...

Help!!..i try taking cold shower in the cold cold nite..drinking hot coffee ...
still no help at all...how?

am i too KS?

2006-11-13T02:52:00.002+08:00

even since I post that i have a job offer, i have some people congrating me..and some saying i am too KS and cocky..why muz tell the whole world..

Thank people who congrate me.. Thank u.. =>

I was actually quite angry and sad..

Angry because i put in my so much effort and $ to go through all the interview class / grooming class and recuitment talk in the evening and Now people misunderstand me.

Sad because as friends , they think i am a veri cocky person or " hao lian "

think everything have 2 side or 2 reponese..both +ve and -ve.

i juz want to share my joy to people . i am not "Hao Lian"....
I agree that i am a bit KS..but i think planning ahead it important..

On a more serious note, it is wht make Singapore a great city as she is now. always planning ahead..i learn from her..

No one will tell u wht to do..like my case..when to look for a job..
I planning for my future /darling / family..etc..
I am juz planning for wht i want.i dun see anything wrong wif that.

Job story...I have a JOB!!!!

2006-11-10T00:20:00.001+08:00

the story go like this...............

on a late wed afternoon..i admit i take a short nap..heehee...
Suddenly i got a call.....at 3 plus..answer the call wif my lazy eye and voice..

the voice the other side said " Hello i am so and so from so and so . we will like to invite u for an interview tolom"

my Mind was like injected wif cold water..suddenly WAKE UP!

I ask thinking TOLOM...so short how to prepare..further more still have a GE quiz in the evening..

I went on for the quiz ans rush bk to hall to prepare for the interview...prepare the Q..iron my Power shirt..etc..

I cannot sleep the nite before...thinking of wht kind people i will meet later..turn here turn there...

Here come the interview..I am on time...was shocked to see the office in a not so good condition..but nvm...

getting a bit bit more heart beating....saw a HR admin staff who asked me to filled up some form..and wait and wait..
meawhile..2 more guys come for interview.......think they are late! i am not saying i am early or good..
peronally i think..interview..u must not be late lor.....

after some waiting.. a lady think ard mid 40 i think asked me in to the room..

and the interview START!!....i try to apply wht i have learned in the interview workshop..but did not apply much..too little practice..

but the interview FAQ really work.. still at least 3 q out of the 10 i think..
Q like wht ur strenght and weakness.., wht ur 5 years plan, wht do u understand abt our biz?

thinking back..i used to ask people in Rotaract interview..the similar Q also..haha..haha

i think the lady like me.. ( so thickskinned rite? haha )
altough she look a bit serious..but at least she give me a comfortable feeling to talk to...

I did not answer some Q well..i think....SUDDENLY a mid 40 ( look veri tough) man came in..
If i am selected...he will be my boss...
He is even more serious..but i think i still can take it..
He talk to me more of the job..like super long hrs..heavy machine..tough environment etc

aFter so long talking and talking.. the ending Q" any question u will to ask"

So i ask "wht can i expected after this interview"

The lady paused for a while...in my heart i was so scared that she will reject me on the spot...

BUT....................

She asked me to go out of the room and wait..." do i stand a chance"

wait
wait
wait
wait for around 5 mins....

i was call in again....

sHE said" if we will to offer u now, will u accept it"

*thunder sound*

SO unexpected!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!.....i also paused for a while and think...

and i said Yes!.

and started to talk abt the pay...and thank u..cya in june 2007!

END of story!

weekend pitstop before the last lap! GO!

2006-11-05T23:55:00.000+08:00

today watch the moive " Death Note" wif darling..it was a good moive..fun and exciting ..the Death god who love to eat apple both scary and funnie some time..haha..

Thank you darling for making a wise choice for the moive...hee..I really like the moive..it make me recharge before the final week before my first paper on the 15 nov..the " final big battle " this sem

in deeper thought the movie has futher reinforce that no matter how clever u are , if u have no good moral value , at least to tell wht right and wrong and not to do the wrong thing, u can be in the wrong path like the guy in the who hold the Death book.No matter , how evil the person is, if he or she can escape the law, i believe that he or she will have punished eventually..cos there is always cause and effect.so the guy in the moive shd not take the law in his hand..haha..today i sound very chim..i think...

mixed thought

2006-11-01T10:09:00.000+08:00

it wed liao....Week 12 of sem 1..feeling the heat liao....getting nearer and nearer...luckily no HRM this sem to worry..and FYP interim report submitted liao..luckily prepare earlier...or else think i will still be doing it now..

last nite was i thinking why i so sad..sch - hall - tv - study - sleep..and the whole cycle repeat again..

Was reading CY blog..that he have moved on to other stage of his life..- work - family (own) i mean..HAHA..was wondering where will i have enuff $ to start my family...

Still waiting for coy to call me for interview..quite a few..no reply..mean some hope....

job or biz

2006-10-30T15:05:00.000+08:00

want to share this TV program last nite on channel 8..
it talk abt the old thinking of getting a degree and find a good job and earn big $...
it used to be that way...but i dun think so now....the degree is juz a plafform for me to discover myself..and move on from there...
No longer a sure way to earn big $...

it is abt a SMU graduate wif a B.A biz admin decided to move away from the main stream of his peer and set up his cake biz.

it make me wonder...do i really want to find a job and get a few K at the end of mth and be happy?
Or it there a bigger thing out there waiting for me.

do i have the chance , courage and drive to move away from the main stream?
I dun think i have all 3 now...hopefully..one day..i have the chance..
still rem some of Pq friends..who have the drive and dream to set up their biz..i slatute their passion for their dream..
i admit i have not as high risk taker as them...but no risk no $..no pain no gain.

I always want to do some form of investment within my capacity to grow my $..Think a lot of those financel planner will come and find me...if there see this..haha..
dun come to me ..i dun have $ now..haha

old man

2006-10-29T19:10:00.000+08:00

went out to fish farm and animal farm wif the children of Metta school...I admit i am old liao..cos they are full of energy..and running and talking...all the time...i am so tired..low energy level..
How to tahan for the 3 days dec camp?

darling bough a new Hp ..SE K800I....cyber shot cam..leh...so nice pict..temp to buy a new hp..also..haha..juz joking ..my hp still working and new...

yesterday at the suntec job fair , i make a fool out of myself...I went to the SCDF side and ask wht the siumlation test is abt?..and the person is who answer me..is the person who call me for the test...so manlu..

FYI, i apply as a senior officer in SCDF..and a few week ago ..they call me for a test but i was not free..so they said they will KIV in Jan.

Thinking deeper, do i really wht to join them, when i think of the 9 mths of training phase , i shiver....being a trainer..is the lowest class of life...have to endure..9 mth of tough training..like army...

I try to study for my ee4532 power electronic...still cannot get a F*** wht it is trying to tell me...
2 days liao..still ard the same number of page..
so fan!!..

still got hope ornot?

2006-10-23T14:02:00.000+08:00

today got a sad news from a friend working in PSA as an OE, the job i apply..
He said some of his friends have been shortlist and even went for the port tour liao...

WHT ABT ME?...No call , no port tour...mean...no hope..
but still got a bit of hope lah...he said they are hiring lot of people due to the expansion plan..maybe i in the 2nd round....juz to say something to make myself feel better..hee

i email the HR liao..hope to say something positive later....

a fun weekend

2006-10-22T23:37:00.000+08:00

firstly to explain y? i nv blog for so long, i cannot log in for the past few weeks to blog...really true..it always give me some cookie error..it the truth..
but fri nite, darling log in wif the same laptop of mine, it work!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!after she log in!! so so funnie1!!

Friday and sat is a mj nite...wif 2 different grp of friends..
I was thinking why cannot win the game wif one "tai"..wht wrong wif it?
not every game can win big big wif many many "tai" mah..and juz win when i can lor..
i win one tai rather ..than losing $ to other rite?..heehee

exam coming ...i still feel a bit relaxed..i muz start to jia you! esp my EE2003...my nitemare..
But first i muz finish my fyp interim report by tonite first..heehee dun think can zzzzz

interview not as easy i think

2006-10-09T10:32:00.000+08:00

went for a day of interview workshop yesterday from 9am to 5pm..
i got bk only one msg or lesson learnt..all the Q asked ..is to ask one Q.."why shd i hire u"
all the Q asked in different format/ form..give the same answer.." wht shd i hire u"
and i will need to do my homework..to prepare the answer before i go..and nv go too early..for an interview..

Down wif flu yesterday too....felt that the nose was not mine..so blocked and uncomfortable..
But i feeling better altough still a bit blocked...

so many thing to do...but i dun have the energy to do it " FYP, Pro com presentation , quiz, study " and more....
juz plain lazy....maybe it because i sick...blame the flu..heehee...

CY got a new blog..i like his blog skin...veri cute and bright and neat..etc...
forget his blog address liao..haha...

learning to how to dress

2006-10-06T13:20:00.000+08:00

today..went for a grooming..talk at $80 by Ms Quak , a former Miss Singapore..

I think it is worth investement...that go on a long long way..
At least i know how to choose my shirt and know more abt myself..and how to make myself a little more presenatable i think..

It required a lot of pratice to make urself look "Wow " in front of people..Thank you Ms quak for teaching me the basic..i will try to do wht u have taught me..hee

update

2006-10-05T14:55:00.000+08:00

tolom is 6th of Oct ..deadline of the PSA scholarship application..think next week expecting call from them if shortlisted...i really hope so...

dreaming of the 50K...in my pocket..wif plan to make it grow liao.haha
think too much..liao..

next week is my Ee2003 quiz..Again..the4th liao i think...the more i fear..the more is going to be diffcult...
haiz jia you lor..wht to do!!!

i got 8 /11 for my EE4532 power electronic quiz...a good surprise...somthing i fear.. but in the end ...scored fairly well in class..
but think it is juz a easy test...the exam is not going to easy i think...
as most of the power option people dun wish to take...there must be a reason..one...
onli 16 people in the class.....compare to other subject..100 plus..

i watch a movie recently wif daring " Rob something " by Jacky chan...so funnie and touching...
baby is so cute...and lovely....must go and WATch..heehee worth the $

suddenly i recall watching this talk show in U channel abt taking abt children and old people..

WHY?..people can go all out to take care of their baby / children...but cannot go all out to take care of the old parent....
one of the reason..given in the show is that bady / children represent hope or future..while old people do not have the same priviiage i think..

To me , i feel that it is true that baby / children is the hope of the furture and we muz take good care of them..as they are not able to take care of themselve...but old people deserve the same care too....cos they have take care of uself...when we are young ..we must be thankfull...

one more new idea present in the show
old folk home is the same as children care centre....
they bring the children to the care center.before working parent cannot take care of them as they are working..then the same go to the old parent...they want to ..but ..cannot take care of them while we are working...so they bring the old people to olf folk home to be taken care of ...

wht do u think of it??..heehee...

chinese fortune

2006-10-02T00:18:00.000+08:00

My sign is River in Chinese Horoscope

◎Your life is represented by the river of wisdom, so you enjoy daydreaming and waiting for your opportunity. You tend to keep your brilliant talents in a low profile. You like kind and committed people. You are talented, outstanding, smart, agile, and a quick learner with sharp observation, but execution ability is something you need to focus on.

◎Your characteristics, subconscious, and behavior modes, according to your fate and destiny, are represented by the river. You are born smart with a good learning ability; you have a quick reaction, sharp observation, and good analysis and communication skills. You like to find out the facts and reasons behind everything, and have unique analysis and judgement, but lack execution and action abilities. The river can be very rough and quickly change directions, so your way of thinking is very active and creative because there are many things you want to do. The river is formed by many streams and eventually flows to the ocean; the water changing forms along the way. Similarly, you adjust yourself to fit the environment with many different identities, regardless of how bad the environment can be. You adjust quickly, but give the impression that you are not sincere with your words, as you always say different things to please different people. The river flows continuously, hardly slowing down to water the ground, so you have a strong ability to think and plan, but less ability to take action. You have a lot of expectations in life and the ability to improve, but hardly take the necessary actions. You like gentle and kind persons, dislike hypocrites, and admire those who are mature, responsible, trustworthy and keep their words. In your entire life, regardless of the flow or direction, you are always able to keep an innocent, true heart to overcome all kinds of difficulties.

◎Health Analysis: The function of your respiratory system is weaker.◎According to your destiny analysis, the function of your respiratory system is weaker, and you have had minor problems like allergies, runny nose, cough, cold, chest pain, diarrhea and constipation when you were young. But over age 40, additional care of your respiratory system is needed, or it may lead to nasosinutisis, asthma, bronchopneumonia, bronchitis, intestines polyp and proctitis. Therefore, you should avoid fatigue and smoking, maintain a stable, regular lifestyle and schedule, and sleep and wake early in order to protect a congenitally weaker respiratory system. There's a saying that all disease starts from the mouth, which means many human diseases are related to food. According to Traditional Chinese Medicine, food can be divided into gold, wood, water, fire and earth (concept of the five elements). You seem to prefer the spicy flavors in food like spicy hotpot and Sichuan dishes, which means your cells are filled with too much gold element. This negatively affects your health, fortune and career, so we suggest you try different foods to balance your diet and nutrition, which leads to harmony in life and a balance of yin and yang based on the five elements. In addition, if you have recently felt unlucky or things were not going smoothly, then you are probably affected by bad spirit, which caused bad luck. The best solution is not to eat meat and fish for a period of time until the bad spirit goes away. The bad spirit tends to stay with those who eat meat and fish, and also chicken, duck, green onion, garlic, leek and other spices, so a vegetarian diet can help change your luck.

◎Health Analysis: Your cardiovascular function is weaker as well.
◎your cardiovascular function is weaker as well, which caused minor problems like pimples, mouth and tongue sores when you were young. But over age 40, your cardiovascular function requires additional care, or you might have major problems such as blood pressure problems, hem sterone problems, unusual heart rhythm, eye pressure problems, and other abnormal functions leading to heart diseases, stroke, or loss of vision. Therefore, it's very important for you to maintain a stable schedule for your life, avoid fatigue, and, most importantly, do not to stay up overnight. If possible, have a blood test and electrocardiogram periodically and pay more attention if there's any family history of hereditary palatine canal system and cardio diseases such as heart disease, high blood pressure, apoplexy, cerebral hemorrhage, myocardial infarction, etc. Try to eliminate iced and cold drinks in order to avoid losing your vitality.According to your destiny analysis, your spirit and the physical strength tend to be weaker than others with less energy. Your friends can often play, dance, or study all night without any sleep, but only one night without sleep makes you extremely tired and weak. You don't like running or outdoor activities, have poor sleep quality, and tend to be more emotional and sentimental. If you want to change your destiny and fate, you better sleep before 23:00, and five minutes of sun every morning, but avoid the strong sunlight between 12:00~15:00. You will sense a major change and difference if you are persistent. If you are able to develop the good habit of sleeping and waking up early, it will completely change your fate and destiny with better health, more wealth and happiness coming into your life.

◎The way you get along with your girlfriend or wife is more like friends in an equal position looking for a mutual balance. You have your own territory, friends, and also insist on your own opinions, so some disputes and disagreements are unavoidable.

◎In romance, according to our analysis, you have a high standard of inner and outer beauty, so you are not easily attracted to anyone around you. You despair about not finding your true love, and do not cherish an ordinary romance. Generally speaking, women do not usually have a deep first impression of you, so they need time to discover your advantages and inner beauty. Even if you are attracted to someone at first sight, you might not succeed if the person does not like you at first sight or take the time to get to know you. Therefore, if you are still waiting for a good romance, try to show your inner beauty by doing more activities, establishing better habits, and socializing with more people. This way you can express your inner beauty naturally all the time, which makes your romance go more smoothly. In the journey of life, you are a bit picky in love, so it's rare for mutual attraction to start the spark of love. However, romance may easily happen during a job or career change, a move to a new environment, or when attending some new activities. When you leave a familiar environment, you are more open to a new romance. You emphasize more on the mental and spiritual strength, so you may marry later in life. If you are still seeking your love partner, among those around you, the person who gets along with you the most and matches your personality, or someone who has always been by your side, might possibly be the one. As long as you pursue the relationship with a sincere heart, happiness is right beside you.

finally can blog liao

2006-09-28T02:10:00.001+08:00

been trying to blog..but cannot log in dun know Y? too...

today is the thur of the "holiday" week...
plan to do some work Catching ..but not doing much i think

Wht have i done for the past week?

Fri - MJ wif darling ,CY and donny.. i Lost ..no luck..nvm..it is the fun of playing..not the $..anyway...
donny going to quit his job..soon.He was veri unhappy wif his present audit job...erm....so i think i muz really think wht i really wht i want to do in 9 mths..
so far , i applied for BP but reject liao..
Next PSA...i think i like the nature of the job..but worried whether i have wht it take to do the job well..
Now juz hope they call me in Oct for an interview..at least a chance to present wht i have...

U may think y? the hurry to find job ...still got 9 mths to grad mah.

I also dun know..haha..juz the feeling of getting ready asap to my next phase of life asap to achieve a new sets of goal i have set for myself.

And maybe also want to get away from NTU ...asap too....suddenly a bit sian of studying liao..6 year pri , 4 years sec 3 years JC , 4 years of uni.. = 17 years studying..OMG!!!..

Want to go out there and earn $ and live the life i want... Knowing working life is also not easy....that the price to pay for wht u want rite??..
sound Chim rite?..

All the 5C..wht that?..car, condo, credit , cash, and the last one izzite? country club?..

car - i will like to have...but i need to get a lic first haha
condo - actually....to be a nice doc HDB flat is good enuff for me...
Cash - wif limited salary...it is hard to achive..need to do some inverstment if really want Big $ in pocket..
country club - think this is still not important..when u have cash..it is juz like nothing to you..juz buy lor..haha..Tok Big..haha..

think need to rough it out for at least 2-3 years before i get all my "C"

After all the toking, who have a job to offer me.??..haha..willing to work hard for it....

think that all for now..nearly 3 am liao..need to finish study abit more..before zzzzzzz

finally can blog liao

2006-09-28T02:10:00.000+08:00

SADDED!! by BP

2006-09-19T00:16:00.000+08:00

I got rejected by BP....
i juz send in last nite ..and tonite i got their rejection email..

My first hope..GONE!!..a bit expected..but i nv expected to be so fast!!!
i really so lousy mah..??..
i go reflect myself..haiz!

fun time again wif other grp of friends

2006-09-18T15:24:00.000+08:00

Sat went to Mind wif darling's friend and their BF...
Cos it is Pam 's birthday..hee Happy birthday to you!

it was Fun, we play quite some brainless game and also some bain twisting game too...
It is a cheap way of getting together..onli $12+ for 3 hrs...as i told darling..better than Moive..and it come wif drink and food ..too..heehee

It is a time of shouting and laughing ..as we play...i did enjoy it...so do darling..u can read her blog for more detail

Went to BP recuitment talk on SAT too..
the main msg from the talk..they are getting the cream of the cream ....4000 application last year onli 8 -10 get in the gradute progame..
i will appply to join in the 4000 applications this year ..but will i be the top 10 this year ...
Do i have wht it take to climb up to be the final winner of this good pay job..?
HAIz..to be honest ..my result suck!..but my cca record is fairly good ...so juz pray for a chance to present wht i have...and leave the rest to Fate liao..

juz realized that i have not been going home often, untill i need my result paper from home...
so i put a nick on my msn .." something like not beening going home often"
Chispy was fast to reponese to my nick..and ask me YY???
I told him some family problem..and told him to treasure his family.

inspire to get a good job..and build my own happy family ...and let my darling to be her dream to be a "tai tai"..
Not the HDB tai tai on Tv...heehee...
but this will take a few year...
darling be a bit more patient...heehee

I know you are feeling stress at work too...JIA YOU!!..muaks!

Drained

2006-09-13T23:06:00.000+08:00

today i feel i was drained away my energy..i was out of room since morning..till nearly 9..
had my dinner....

Darling also tired, so juz want her to know i understand her , want her to rest well..and of cos wht to tell wht happen to me today

I got a place for the BP talk this sat!!..YEAH...i though i will not kena..cos so late liao..still no news..so think it was hopeless...but today i got the good news....

Today i start to study for my quiz for next week...study for half a day...still little go in my brain..
HAIZ$#%()*&^%$# so angry wif myself....

shopping at ikea

2006-09-11T02:33:00.000+08:00

went to IKEA with darling to shop for her table top...and lot of other item..amt to $300 ...

the real bargain is the leather full back arm chair .onli $129...
really comfortable..if u have the $, go get one..really cheap to get a such a good chair at onli 129...STAR buy....i got nothing from ikea ..juz feel that it is real a good buy...that i want to share..hee
it can easily cost ard 300 plus..

today i spend my sunday doing my FYP...sad to say i have not improved much....
HAIZ...
need to find my grp mate to talk over it...no progess...need to buck up liao..haiz!!..
getting the heat on for FYP........

in deep thought

2006-09-08T15:31:00.000+08:00

as i was writing my cover letter & resume for my Pro com assigment, i was wondering the job i apply for operation execuitive of PSA, required me to be based in oversea port, will i take the offer?...

I need to build up my career in my early year...but i cannot bear to leave my darling for so long....and etc..
haha..it is if i get a oversea..job.....
Silly me...too early to think of such thing..i have not even grad yet..

upset

2006-09-07T01:40:00.000+08:00

Today my hope for my possible last A is shattered totally....

Result of my attactment is out!!...i got ..............................B
HAIZ!!!!!!!!!!!!
so to date i onli have 1 A in my course of NTU..that is my year 3 project which 1 AU onli..

Haiz...i dun know wht to say today...i really really very upset ..=< when i say it....

but got one happy news too....i click on my degree audit.after the result is out...i have onli 3 AU left to my required AU to grad...and the currently reg 16 AU ....

At least i will not be so stress...but i will still work hard to perform will in this final 10 AU core and FYP...
hopefully..can bring my degree to up the classification a bit ......heehee...stay tune for update next year July..haha..

I also attend an EndNote9 workshop by the lib....it is a veri veri veri usefull program....it can help me arrange my reference auto.....too bad i learn it too late...can onli use it for my last and most important report...of my course.....FYP....

today is wed liao...
2 / 2 days can see my dear again....like NS time...onli weekend can see GF..haha...
MIss her!!

shocked and inprised..dun know how to spellheehee

2006-09-06T12:00:00.000+08:00

Today i went on my 2nd phase of my FYP...mean using new machine in the FYP Nano lab

TO my SHOCKED...the high tech nano machine is connected to a old comp...NVM...
but the comp have onli floopy DRIVE!!!!!...
In the high tech lab juz Nano lab..a High end tech...using this type of comp in NTU...
totally..shock!!

Darling having confusing idea of her furture....my advise..juz do whtever u like..
cos i believe if u dun like the job..u dun have the drive to go on..for long..

Was watching the Han WU DI dramma show on TV last nite,
I was inprised by the Zhang Qian , a man sent by the Han Wu di to the WEst to explore and to establish link wif the West ...
He is the one who have open the door to the Silk Road...the veri old but veri important trade route in the past and even now.
He have show great will and power to finish his job..

tired...

2006-09-04T02:55:00.000+08:00

now is 2.45 am...juz finish part of my design assigment wif my partern Jason....Only part of it..
we plan to finish all one..but got some part not veri sure..need to ask tutor...so no choice but to stop!!..haiz.....

Darling..worried wif her work..but i cannot help her...
juz now also cannot tok to her...feel so angry wif myself!!!!!...

updates...

2006-09-01T11:56:00.000+08:00

today still feeling a bit tired...after these few days of rushing work..and FYPing...
FYPing is really a tiring work....stress..and lost..etc...
Sometime , i reflect back on wht i have done, they are not super good work..but at least there are decent and neat work...
think to move up the next level..
THinking..... thinking.....

come across teeth whitening...today through some website..sound tempting...shd i go and try..?..haha..FAT hope...no $ how to go for such treatment...juz thinking onli lah....

wht wrong wif me...?..??...

2006-08-28T01:07:00.000+08:00

in a states of confusion.........i also dun know how i feel.......feeling veri stress...thing seem to be moving veri slow.....juz feel veri helpless...maybe becos without darling ard me...

i also veri poor ...now...from a thousand plus to low hundred plus.......but this is for the time being...
waiting for my allowance ....to be in again.......then i will be a bit richer...
darling juz now ask me..whether am i spending less without her ard...in sch...
actually i did not really go and count....but i feel...i spend ard the same.......
i really need to save up!.....

now it is already 1 am and i am still typing.....cos i review my last week work...JIA YOU!!!!!
I am veri hungry now...but i dun have to go cook instant noodle...or else tummy getting big & bigger liao...I endure..the hunger......

HAPPY!!!!

2006-08-27T00:15:00.000+08:00

feel so stress ...so many time to do....so little...time...FYP , FYP plan report, tut, assigment...and...more more ....
Haiz.........

I pass my advance theory test on FRiday............!!! YEAh....and got my PDL....
next step is to find a private tutor...to teach..or else waste my advance theory...but the BIGGEST problem...no $..!!..haiz...

after the test , i meet wif darling to go IMM and do some shopping...and eat dinner at JP ...
buy a kopitiam pink card at $25...which is not able to get 10% discount one...need to spend At least $20...to " upgrade to the blue card...which can get 10%discount...

I feel so happy wif darling ard me....REally veri happy...dun know howto express my happiness.....but i still veri veir happy...haha...

boring day

2006-08-23T01:26:00.000+08:00

DAys without darling....so boring......I miss her...

To add on to the boring day today....i was in the FYP lav for half a day...looking at things i dun understand or dun understand y? am i doing that...

SO SIAN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

dun know wht i am typing now.........maybe i be bk when i feel better....
undergoing some emtional downside.....so bored!!

darling on brace...

2006-08-22T01:45:00.000+08:00

darling went for her 2nd brace date wif the doc...seeing her in pain...i also heart pain.......but she decided....so i shd support her too....
Cos she will be more beatifull wif her beatifull smile in 2 yrs time.....

Darling endure!!!...

WAs thinking whether to apply for the sudent assistant for the month before the exam at the lib......thinking for the whole day liao...still cannot decided......Application form done liao...juz waiting to be submitted up... SHD I???

time to update

2006-08-20T01:13:00.001+08:00

so long nv update liao....also dun know where to start....

I will start from today bah....today went with darling to "wash" face...darling face getting better and better...clearing up much better liao...getting more beatifull liao...

the people at the shop said my skin also no bad one ...also..haha....so HAppy...
Darling change her brace- putting timming to Monday ...which i cannot go wif her!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I really wish to go wif her...to pia her one....but no one want to take my job or swap wif me...HAIZ!!

My FYP getting more and more stress....getting more and more pict of struture....of the wing of the butterflies....
but dun know wht to do wif so so many picts.....

hungry day!

2006-08-17T00:18:00.000+08:00

today i have a super hungry day....after i reach room i eat M&M , biscuit, and instant noodle...

Now veri veri full........

I have lot of things to do..........but no mood to do......

I feel so lonely in hall......no darling in hall no friends in hall.....maybe i shd move to Hall 3 / 16 and stay in the aircon room and stay away from people and be a cave man ...haha

haiz...

2006-08-16T11:40:00.000+08:00

First time going to the FYP lab to do some experiment on my own, I burn the filament of the machine. kena nag by the lab tec lor....talk and talk... and talk....I am Sorri ...but no need to nag for so so so long

I miss mydarling so so much...really dun know wht to say to express it...
JUZ miss her miss her and miss her..

Funnie feeling day....

2006-08-15T00:02:00.000+08:00

Today is a bz day....Wake up at 9am then rush down to yunan garden to catch butterfly....

then 11pm rush bk to hall to clean up....and rush to CITS comp room to report for work...
I Earn $28 today...heehee...

After work, rush to LT for lecture....then rush to meet huijing to do FYP...
Do till 10 pm....while i still typing this...the work is still not finish !!! HAIZ

TIme seem to fly past today.......end of Week 2 day 1 liao!!!...but i dun seem to have done anything complete...

I REALLY miss MY darling....I miss hugging her...Miss her to be ard me... +<

beatifull day....

2006-08-13T21:37:00.000+08:00

today is a nice nice day.......

Darling treat her family and me to a nice nice tim sum breakfast.....SO FULL....but i like it!!...total cos 129.....not that Ex for 8 people...

For the first time in my life...I trim my eyebrow....not bad seh...i look much...neat ...really....
Encourage everyone to trim their eyebrow..haha...

I went butterfly catching for the whole of Sat...bukit timah - Botanic Garden - Sentosa butterfly park....SO %#$&%&^ tired...
I suddenly rem...i saw something i was quite upset abt...
when i was at bukit timah..i saw a mother letting her daughter sit on the pram...and let the poor maid push her up the hill....^$%&)*(^%^%*^%$%^
If u dun want ur child to walk and enjoy the nature...then dun let them come out lah..

feel so useless....

2006-08-10T22:57:00.000+08:00

my darling is upset over $, dieting...and manymore

But i cannot do much to help her... =< ......so sad...i want to lessen her load...but...dun think wht i did ...help her... =<

Today have a veri long long 3 hrs...lec and mono tone lecturer...and information overloading...
make me so dizzy....so WEak!!..

my nieces

2006-08-09T23:30:00.000+08:00

Finally got pict of my twin....nieces...

So cute!!!

lonely first day of sch

2006-08-08T01:20:00.000+08:00

today i feel so lost and lonely..... without my darling ard me..DArling i MIss u so Much!

I try to concentrated on my work...but i still sometime stray away...and feel sad...=<
It okie,...i be strong...and do my work...and must grad in 4 yrs....
earn my own $...and live my own style of life...i want....

my first day as student assistance in CITS south spine computer room....it feel good to be able to help people esp those blur blur freshie....who dun even know how to log into the comp...haha

wht a Week....

2006-08-05T12:46:00.001+08:00

FOC is finally over....so many things happen good and bad....i learn many thing...abt people and myself also....

It was a successful camp i think...everything went on without much touble ....and i am veri happy abt it....and also the freshie is too On this year....

So many to say...but think...i will say more when i have energy....cos juz play a nite of MJ and i lost...badly...

wht a Week....

2006-08-05T12:46:00.000+08:00

" Wash Face"

2006-07-31T02:31:00.000+08:00

Today went Faical wif darling so Pain pain...but it is worth it...
cos can be more handsome and my darling can be more pretty

Less than 10 Hrs will be the start of Hall 14 0607 liao...so forwarding looking but also scared!!...
Hope everything will well..Wish me luck

good friday

2006-07-28T23:35:00.000+08:00

today went to suntec wif darling for dinner and also jap icecream for desert....Yump yump!!
darling mood also veri good....i also veri happy..

i got a job today...to be student assitant atthe south spine computer room every monday 1230 - 430....starting 1st of school...
Yeah ...extra $ every mth liao...

FOC starting in less than 2 days...so scared....hope everything will go on well...!!...

convo of darling

2006-07-25T22:18:00.000+08:00

today went for convo of darling...
She is offically got her Bachelor of Accountancy...So very happy for her. MUAKS.She is so pretty today. wif her outfit and makeup...altough i din not go in the hall for ceremony . I watch the ceremony outside the audi , as there was a big screen to show the ceremony also...

I also saw friends getting the Bachelor of Accountancy also..like Donny , Xinyi...etc...I happy for them...

I feel sad also....cos i am supposed to get my Bachelor this year too if i did not repeat my A level....but on 2nd though i was glad that at least i have the chance to get my Bachelor ..juz that it is one year later......and also meet my darling...who is my greatest xin fu..heehee...

Not forgetten to my other engine friends , ur convo is either tolom or thur.....Congrate to you...all the best...to ALL ...

" Lost" of a uncle for 9 days...

2006-07-24T14:06:00.000+08:00

yesterday my uncle went to be monk for 9 days in a Thai temple to earn "credits" for my ah ma so that ah ma can have a smooth journy on the other world..I was sadded when he shaved his head.....cause i " lost "an uncle for coming .9 days..

From the elders, they said our hair is granted by our parent and it is by all rite respect to return all the hair when parent leave us to the other world.

memories.....

2006-07-23T00:03:00.000+08:00

time really flies...going to pray Ah ma tolom..for her 100days of death....=<
I really miss her....dun know wht to say....but it hurt that she is gone forever....
thinking back.......Ah ma see me thru my childhood...my sch life.....wht i am and have today is wht she painstaking do and give me...bit by bit..

Without her, think i will be a weak little boy ....I still rem how i spend my every holiday when i was young...i wake up early in the morning 5 am to accompany her to Fort Canning Park for morning walk, then go to the wet market to buy "cai" for that day dinner. Everyday I will have Fresh food for lunch and dinner.Cos all the "cai" are bought daily , no overnite food.

I also learn from her how to buy thing in the wet market which i think is a priceless skill she passed on to every grandchildren of her...Sad thing is that I still cannot master her good cooking skill.

darling SIck

2006-07-20T22:36:00.000+08:00

darling is sick today =<

went to see doc wif her....doc say her IBS " change pattern" to voimting.. =<
then we went for Mac for breakfast...haha...
I by accident ate her last bit of hashbrown...made her cry!! =<....sob sorri!!!

tolom friday liao...hope my darling will be more happy!!

NS no fear......

2006-07-19T14:14:00.000+08:00

today i happen to see a show which intro NS and feature a few guys going into NS...

it bring bk memories of my BMT, really tough days but fun and also do stuipe things...I really think NS is a boy to man..trip...for me.

To reader who is going for NS, really no fear..one...juz training urself up a bit.....and go in listen to order, u be fine...

in the show, they feature a guy wif a really lovely...family...everyone miss the guy going for NS...and some touching clips...too...REally envy him..to have such a family....

lazy day

2006-07-18T23:34:00.000+08:00

today..was really a lazy..day...i zzz till late....and play maple for a while..before heading down to raffles to fetch darling bk home from work..heehee

while waiting for darling , i went to lau pasai to drink some water....heehee...
there was this grp of ah mo..from dun know where....ask me to intro them good food in Singapore... then i tell them...every food they have here is the best u can find in singapore..haha...
wht a lie..heehee...

the most important thing...is it feel good to help people....maybe i shd be a tour guide after i grad..heehee

lost after attachment

2006-07-18T12:06:00.000+08:00

Finally attachment is over....but i feel lost....cos i Have nothing to do..heehee...

on monday....i did quite a lot of things....go FYP lab..lah...return books....book my advance theory lah..go bank lah.....

Now...........

I have nothing to do liao....
HOW?
....think i shd do something good for my body...
Swimming...but where to swim....

and also level up to 3 rd job of maple story..haha

weekend over!

2006-07-16T22:58:00.000+08:00

Today eaten quite a lot...wif darling...
in the morning...we went to eat dim sum at Toa payong...haha dun know how to spell.hee

and in the evening went dinner wif darling and family..heehee...super cheap....6 dishes i think...
each person onli ...5- 6 dollars..heehee..
next time...muz go there again ..cheap and good

IO is over but FOC and FYP starting liao...
getting bz wif next phase of work liao....JIA YOU

Darling went to " wash Face" this weekend...really clear up her face...so temping for me to go too.....i also want to be pretty pretty too...haha...

updates...

2006-07-14T09:14:00.000+08:00

Yesterday went to raffles to fetch darling from work....Had a wonderfull beef noodles.....
I LOVE BeeF Noodles....
The base was good...the noodles was cooked juz nice ...not too soft not too hard...
juz too bad the beef was sliced too thin liao....the auntie need to think of cost...beef ex..lah...

wondering where is this stall, it is at China Sq....near raffles place MRT....u can ask all the office people..think they will tell u the way...

Going to play MJ and watch VCD and DVD wif some of my Ex hall friends in hall....
think going to be fun...and also the 2nd last before FOC , if there coming to Foc...
before i start SCh...they start Working....So DAMMA %$^$% Sad...

LAst day of attachment today !!!! both HAppy And Sad ...Happy becos no need to work liao....
Sad becos going to be jobless soon...and going to miss the nice people in coy..i really have a good time during this 10 weeks...

Prof came to see me today...

2006-07-12T11:13:00.001+08:00

my IO prof came to visit me today...so scared , wondering wht he will ask and do...
Luckily he was a easy person...and most importantly he is happy wif my Work..hahaha...
I finally see the light of my 2nd A in NTU...the first one was for project in 3rd year..and it is onli 2 AU lor...
so u can guess how bad my result is....3 years in NTu liao...still one have 1 A....

Yesterday...meet up wif some of my old APUS friend...have dinner...and tok cok....tok crap...wht we always do in hall....
really missing those stuipe ...but yet fun time ...heehee...

waste my effort

2006-07-11T08:48:00.000+08:00

Today my NTU supervisor shd come and visit me but in the end, he want to change to tolom wed...ARGH...I prepare everytime juz waiting for him to come and talk and take the report away..and that the end of the IO....
but he drag till wedARGH!!!...so angry!....

meeting APUS people this evening...looking back ...time really fly....it been 3 yrs since i first step into hall 14.....and meet darling in foc......and ....................many more ....

I smile when i look back the time how i meet her, how we get together and the time spent together....I really veri veri happy to have you ....Love you

most of the people i know are gone and many are in final year....juz jia you and get out of NTU...
recently i been thinking of wht to do when i grad......Still rem the post on the Police force....that is a option but do i really want a life of restriction, standing by 24 hrs 365 days a year...
Plus pt...is a stable job, with relative good income to have a decent live accorrding to my standard...

or shd i go into the field of my study..and be a power enginneer...and hopefully a get pro power enginneer statue.....i will be Er Tan Yeow Koon...haha..

Or shd i leave the field of study and do something else...?..and do wht?

I know it is still a bit far...but it is one year down the road onli...need to plan ahead....
Anyone any good idea?...esp those looking for job now..heehee...how the market like??

weekend over!!

2006-07-10T00:32:00.000+08:00

Went shopping wif darling today....suntec...shopping...bought a few tops but still cannot find a jacket she like.so end up did not buy any today...was a bit sad lah...

I make her angry on sat...we quarrel ...=<
But i reflected wht i did wrong and will change as much as i can and as fast as i can...dear... muaks......
I know i keep making mistake...i will drill into my head more often..not to make the same mistake...

Yeah...next week last week of attachment liao.....finally ...can rest for 2 weeks before FOC...and School will start again!!!....
My new goal is to be a prof power enginneer by the next 5 years...then my name will be spell
Er Tan Yeow Koon....look so shuai rite..heehee...juz joking lah....
to get the title not easy okie...

Fun at Mind

2006-07-06T15:49:00.000+08:00

Yesterday went to Mind Cafe...a place where u can play all kind fun game wif your friends........it is really a fun fun place..2 hrs onli ard $10 per person...very afforadable.....for a day of fun...
u may wonder where it is...here the link...do go down if u have the time wif your friends...
http://www.themindcafe.com.sg

I did enjoy myself...with the game...action packed game and straghty game etc...dun know how to spell lah..hee

Darling today first day of work at the office...wondering how she is coping now?...
Actually for the past nearly 3 year, she is always ard me, now...without her ard me so often ,
I really miss her, and feel lost.... =<

sad sad....

2006-07-05T13:38:00.000+08:00

Sad Sad day, my appeal for my failed subject is rejected . " No change in grade"....
Haiz....i have been buying this NTU lottery since Yr 1 Sem 1....WHY?..and everysem they reject me of winning the appeal...
Sometime i wonder they really got check ornot.....they shd give me long term customer award...
I have been failing this subject. since yr 2 sem 2...mean i have taken 3 times liao....coming is the 4th time...$#%$&%(*&^%$#@!$%
you may said that i shd study rite...u are wrong...every sem i do the tut ...go for the lec and i think i did the quiz fairly well!!...
WHY I FAIL!!!?
Okie okie...enuff of my complaining...There is only one way....TO study again lor...Nv give up....

got this news to share...Pay of Singapore Police force has increaed....Pass wif merit and wif NS can get 2.9K....u KNOW.........so tempting...haha
2.9 K - CPF of 15% = 2.5K take home pay....
which free grad can get so high as their first pay....
anyone want to join me?...
suddenly rem this song when i was young watching crime watch
" SINGAPORE POLICE FORCE , THE PRIDE OF OUR LAND PROTECTING OUR NEIGBOURE KEEPING IT SAGE KEEPING IT SAFE"

After so long.....

2006-07-04T09:36:00.000+08:00

Hi , I back, been "bz" for the past few day, dun know wht i am bz wif also....

think too stress liao... my IO prof coming next week to spot check me liao >>OH NO!!!!!....
He is coming to visit KUNKUN in cage...
Muz be in tip top behaviour ...haha...
He coming after my report also...still writing to make the report thicker...now it stand at 54 pages include the cover page, appedix etc...
TARGET..................... 75 pages...SIAO...juz joking lah...

Yesterday my darling went for her first day of work....Met her after her work..SEeing her so slack out and tired... , my hear aches.... Muaks...
Hope the rest of the 2 days of coy FOC will not be so tiring for her....JIA YOU darling!!
She tell wht happen on the first day of work...how super her boss to be...., i think my darling can be as super as him or her

Been trying to find job for the past week cos i will be job less from 15th onward.....

Darling also ask me wht do i see myself in 20 yrs..................................
I think 20 yrs too long to think...wht abt 10 yrs..?....
Of cos i want to live comfortably, wif my house , car and stable income...
House...personally i think i juz want a 5 room flat...big enuff and easy to maintain....darling is a 5 room flat big enff for you to nua at home..hahaha
for the big big house, if i have that kind of $, i will denfinely buy for investement.....

As for Car, of cos i dream of getting my dream car but think it is too ex....so i will get a normal car first before i go on to dream abt it..haha

How to go abt getting all this?....tell u in the next entry...time to go and do some work liao...
tata

JIA YOU!!!!........

2006-06-29T09:31:00.000+08:00

Today is thurday liao....Tolom is PAY DAY!!! YEAH!!!..........I will be richer tolom....

but it is also a day of guilty also. Cos everytime i take the $ from the coy i feel so guilty.
They are paying me so good, but i nv do nothing much contructive for them..

this is the 8th week of attactment liao...mean 2 more weeks to go...before i go...both happy and sad....

Need to concentrate on FOC after then liao...Hope this year camp will be good

After reading darling blog, i feel so useless and sad, she is feeling down, I must do something to make her happy before she go to worl next week.. HEEHEE.....

Gtg to write my logbook liao...lag 2 weeks liao...write till week 6 onli..and still not finish yet...OMG!!...

Sorry Darling

2006-06-28T09:17:00.000+08:00

Darling Sorry...I make u angry.. =<

I know i am so dumb....neglect ur feeling =<

I know my mistakes liao...darling can forgive me? Pls..

I know i am weak....but i really have been training...doing 10 push up using the push up bar in my room..everynite before i zzzz...juz that the process is slow... =<

I know i getting fat...that why everymorning..i work to office from JE interchange...instead of taking Bus...can save some $ too...hee

Narrow Escape

2006-06-27T15:31:00.000+08:00

Got questioned by IO boss juz now....but luckily due to my smartness....i manged to crap my way through!!..haha...

IT IS COMFIRM that i will not be working beyond 15th July...COS he dun want anymore..he onli want Stacey in the coy "ZOO"

When i am gone, she will have the whole cage by herself.

Let me show u my " ZOO" ..
everyday i will sit infront of my laptop..and people walking ard will peep into the window u see in the pict...Some vistors like us, doing silly things in my " cage"..
juz like the animals in the Zoo....
my name in this Zoo is KUN KUN......do buy an admission tix from the counter and visit..me
I wil be on exhibition till 15th of jul 530pm..(3 more weeks onli).but If u want to see the other animal CC...u still can see her till futher notice. She going to be a permenant exhibition soon....

Too bad the other animal " CC" dun want to be seen online by u all....trying to be mysterious so that u all will buy tix to see her....clever rite??

All of the above are juz CRAP....if u dun understand, juz ignore it...sorry for wasting ur time to read all this shit....I AM juz too bored....

New idea....New Day

2006-06-27T10:07:00.000+08:00

today i wake up, feeling refresh....zzz early and waking up early really good....( actually no choice...currently having attactment mah....so have to report for work mah)
i will try to do so in normal sem time....( puck impossible i know)
but i will REALLY try my best to do....( someone beside me think otherwise)

My dear is still suffering from her red red eye.....making her veri sad...cannot wear her contact len....and she hate to go out wif her bee like spec..
hope she will get well soon and be my happy girl..
I know she hate to go work next week....Wondering wht shd i get for her before she steps into the working world......* thinking hard*

Coming to 8th week of attactment liao....WOW ...ending soon.......3 more weeks to go....
and 2 more $ payout...and i will be gone from this coy ......ENDURE!!
Good pay u know ( 6 figure pay include the cents).....all thank to my friend Stacey who intro me this coy.
Sad to leave the coy...because of the people in the coy are really nice..and of cos the $$$$$
sometime feel a bit guilty too....take so much $....but not doing much for the coy...
I really want to do sometime constructive for the coy one....but dun seem to have anything for me to do for the time being...
U know Staceyis the first ungrad i know to be employ so fast YEAR 3....comfirm got job offer liao....ENVY RITE ????
Haha...her job....also...will scare u ...u know.. ISO 9001 internal Auditer....SIAO SIAO leh......
i want to be employ also...but no offer for me...
sometime i think..i want to be a gal too......it help a bit...

tired day......

2006-06-26T21:10:00.000+08:00

darling...today is a hard labour day....so so tired....
so sorry i have to leave ur place so early today.....

so sad to hear ur appeal was rejected....but it okie...but darling ...still can work hard ...and still be the top....the class of degree do not matter....understand?..hee
muaks..

as for me....i will try my best to work hard hard to get my hon too.....although i still left onli a few core and PE to clear....
still my class is also detmined liao...HAIZ....
sometime..i think why am i so lousy........but nvm...at least i can tell myself..proudly...i really did my best .....juz that my effort is not well reflect in the result....

first post ..hee

2006-06-25T22:20:00.000+08:00

darling,

U ask me to blog y? i was angry juz now...seriouly...i was juz a bit unhappy onli not angry...Really...

juz want to prepare the steamboat asap for my darling, cos i know my darling...want it badly...so i want my darling to eat her fav food asap...
but everyone seem to take their time....
maybe i am too anixous to do thing...so i was a bit unhappy...