wht wrong wif me...?..??...
in a states of confusion.........i also dun know how i feel.......feeling veri stress...thing seem to be moving veri slow.....juz feel veri helpless...maybe becos without darling ard me...
i also veri poor ...now...from a thousand plus to low hundred plus.......but this is for the time being...
waiting for my allowance ....to be in again.......then i will be a bit richer...
darling juz now ask me..whether am i spending less without her ard...in sch...
actually i did not really go and count....but i feel...i spend ard the same.......
i really need to save up!.....
now it is already 1 am and i am still typing.....cos i review my last week work...JIA YOU!!!!!
I am veri hungry now...but i dun have to go cook instant noodle...or else tummy getting big & bigger liao...I endure..the hunger......
HAPPY!!!!
feel so stress ...so many time to do....so little...time...FYP , FYP plan report, tut, assigment...and...more more ....
Haiz.........
I pass my advance theory test on FRiday............!!! YEAh....and got my PDL....
next step is to find a private tutor...to teach..or else waste my advance theory...but the BIGGEST problem...no $..!!..haiz...
after the test , i meet wif darling to go IMM and do some shopping...and eat dinner at JP ...
buy a kopitiam pink card at $25...which is not able to get 10% discount one...need to spend At least $20...to " upgrade to the blue card...which can get 10%discount...
I feel so happy wif darling ard me....REally veri happy...dun know howto express my happiness.....but i still veri veir happy...haha...
boring day
DAys without darling....so boring......I miss her...
To add on to the boring day today....i was in the FYP lav for half a day...looking at things i dun understand or dun understand y? am i doing that...
SO SIAN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
dun know wht i am typing now.........maybe i be bk when i feel better....
undergoing some emtional downside.....so bored!!
darling on brace...
darling went for her 2nd brace date wif the doc...seeing her in pain...i also heart pain.......but she decided....so i shd support her too....
Cos she will be more beatifull wif her beatifull smile in 2 yrs time.....
Darling endure!!!...
WAs thinking whether to apply for the sudent assistant for the month before the exam at the lib......thinking for the whole day liao...still cannot decided......Application form done liao...juz waiting to be submitted up... SHD I???
time to update
so long nv update liao....also dun know where to start....
I will start from today bah....today went with darling to "wash" face...darling face getting better and better...clearing up much better liao...getting more beatifull liao...
the people at the shop said my skin also no bad one ...also..haha....so HAppy...
Darling change her brace- putting timming to Monday ...which i cannot go wif her!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I really wish to go wif her...to pia her one....but no one want to take my job or swap wif me...HAIZ!!
My FYP getting more and more stress....getting more and more pict of struture....of the wing of the butterflies....
but dun know wht to do wif so so many picts.....
hungry day!
today i have a super hungry day....after i reach room i eat M&M , biscuit, and instant noodle...
Now veri veri full........
I have lot of things to do..........but no mood to do......
I feel so lonely in hall......no darling in hall no friends in hall.....maybe i shd move to Hall 3 / 16 and stay in the aircon room and stay away from people and be a cave man ...haha
haiz...
First time going to the FYP lab to do some experiment on my own, I burn the filament of the machine. kena nag by the lab tec lor....talk and talk... and talk....I am Sorri ...but no need to nag for so so so long
I miss mydarling so so much...really dun know wht to say to express it...
JUZ miss her miss her and miss her..
Funnie feeling day....
Today is a bz day....Wake up at 9am then rush down to yunan garden to catch butterfly....
then 11pm rush bk to hall to clean up....and rush to CITS comp room to report for work...
I Earn $28 today...heehee...
After work, rush to LT for lecture....then rush to meet huijing to do FYP...
Do till 10 pm....while i still typing this...the work is still not finish !!! HAIZ
TIme seem to fly past today.......end of Week 2 day 1 liao!!!...but i dun seem to have done anything complete...
I REALLY miss MY darling....I miss hugging her...Miss her to be ard me... +<
beatifull day....
today is a nice nice day.......
Darling treat her family and me to a nice nice tim sum breakfast.....SO FULL....but i like it!!...total cos 129.....not that Ex for 8 people...
For the first time in my life...I trim my eyebrow....not bad seh...i look much...neat ...really....
Encourage everyone to trim their eyebrow..haha...
I went butterfly catching for the whole of Sat...bukit timah - Botanic Garden - Sentosa butterfly park....SO %#$&%&^ tired...
I suddenly rem...i saw something i was quite upset abt...
when i was at bukit timah..i saw a mother letting her daughter sit on the pram...and let the poor maid push her up the hill....^$%&)*(^%^%*^%$%^
If u dun want ur child to walk and enjoy the nature...then dun let them come out lah..
feel so useless....
my darling is upset over $, dieting...and manymore
But i cannot do much to help her... =< ......so sad...i want to lessen her load...but...dun think wht i did ...help her... =<
Today have a veri long long 3 hrs...lec and mono tone lecturer...and information overloading...
make me so dizzy....so WEak!!..
my nieces
Finally got pict of my twin....nieces...
So cute!!!
lonely first day of sch
today i feel so lost and lonely..... without my darling ard me..DArling i MIss u so Much!
I try to concentrated on my work...but i still sometime stray away...and feel sad...=<
It okie,...i be strong...and do my work...and must grad in 4 yrs....
earn my own $...and live my own style of life...i want....
my first day as student assistance in CITS south spine computer room....it feel good to be able to help people esp those blur blur freshie....who dun even know how to log into the comp...haha
wht a Week....
FOC is finally over....so many things happen good and bad....i learn many thing...abt people and myself also....
It was a successful camp i think...everything went on without much touble ....and i am veri happy abt it....and also the freshie is too On this year....
So many to say...but think...i will say more when i have energy....cos juz play a nite of MJ and i lost...badly...
