finally can blog liao
been trying to blog..but cannot log in dun know Y? too...
today is the thur of the "holiday" week...
plan to do some work Catching ..but not doing much i think
Wht have i done for the past week?
Fri - MJ wif darling ,CY and donny.. i Lost ..no luck..nvm..it is the fun of playing..not the $..anyway...
donny going to quit his job..soon.He was veri unhappy wif his present audit job...erm....so i think i muz really think wht i really wht i want to do in 9 mths..
so far , i applied for BP but reject liao..
Next PSA...i think i like the nature of the job..but worried whether i have wht it take to do the job well..
Now juz hope they call me in Oct for an interview..at least a chance to present wht i have...
U may think y? the hurry to find job ...still got 9 mths to grad mah.
I also dun know..haha..juz the feeling of getting ready asap to my next phase of life asap to achieve a new sets of goal i have set for myself.
And maybe also want to get away from NTU ...asap too....suddenly a bit sian of studying liao..6 year pri , 4 years sec 3 years JC , 4 years of uni.. = 17 years studying..OMG!!!..
Want to go out there and earn $ and live the life i want... Knowing working life is also not easy....that the price to pay for wht u want rite??..
sound Chim rite?..
All the 5C..wht that?..car, condo, credit , cash, and the last one izzite? country club?..
car - i will like to have...but i need to get a lic first haha
condo - actually....to be a nice doc HDB flat is good enuff for me...
Cash - wif limited salary...it is hard to achive..need to do some inverstment if really want Big $ in pocket..
country club - think this is still not important..when u have cash..it is juz like nothing to you..juz buy lor..haha..Tok Big..haha..
think need to rough it out for at least 2-3 years before i get all my "C"
After all the toking, who have a job to offer me.??..haha..willing to work hard for it....
think that all for now..nearly 3 am liao..need to finish study abit more..before zzzzzzz
finally can blog liao
been trying to blog..but cannot log in dun know Y? too...
today is the thur of the "holiday" week...
plan to do some work Catching ..but not doing much i think
Wht have i done for the past week?
Fri - MJ wif darling ,CY and donny.. i Lost ..no luck..nvm..it is the fun of playing..not the $..anyway...
donny going to quit his job..soon.He was veri unhappy wif his present audit job...erm....so i think i muz really think wht i really wht i want to do in 9 mths..
so far , i applied for BP but reject liao..
Next PSA...i think i like the nature of the job..but worried whether i have wht it take to do the job well..
Now juz hope they call me in Oct for an interview..at least a chance to present wht i have...
U may think y? the hurry to find job ...still got 9 mths to grad mah.
I also dun know..haha..juz the feeling of getting ready asap to my next phase of life asap to achieve a new sets of goal i have set for myself.
And maybe also want to get away from NTU ...asap too....suddenly a bit sian of studying liao..6 year pri , 4 years sec 3 years JC , 4 years of uni.. = 17 years studying..OMG!!!..
Want to go out there and earn $ and live the life i want... Knowing working life is also not easy....that the price to pay for wht u want rite??..
sound Chim rite?..
All the 5C..wht that?..car, condo, credit , cash, and the last one izzite? country club?..
car - i will like to have...but i need to get a lic first haha
condo - actually....to be a nice doc HDB flat is good enuff for me...
Cash - wif limited salary...it is hard to achive..need to do some inverstment if really want Big $ in pocket..
country club - think this is still not important..when u have cash..it is juz like nothing to you..juz buy lor..haha..Tok Big..haha..
think need to rough it out for at least 2-3 years before i get all my "C"
After all the toking, who have a job to offer me.??..haha..willing to work hard for it....
think that all for now..nearly 3 am liao..need to finish study abit more..before zzzzzzz
SADDED!! by BP
I got rejected by BP....
i juz send in last nite ..and tonite i got their rejection email..
My first hope..GONE!!..a bit expected..but i nv expected to be so fast!!!
i really so lousy mah..??..
i go reflect myself..haiz!
fun time again wif other grp of friends
Sat went to Mind wif darling's friend and their BF...
Cos it is Pam 's birthday..hee Happy birthday to you!
it was Fun, we play quite some brainless game and also some bain twisting game too...
It is a cheap way of getting together..onli $12+ for 3 hrs...as i told darling..better than Moive..and it come wif drink and food ..too..heehee
It is a time of shouting and laughing ..as we play...i did enjoy it...so do darling..u can read her blog for more detail
Went to BP recuitment talk on SAT too..
the main msg from the talk..they are getting the cream of the cream ....4000 application last year onli 8 -10 get in the gradute progame..
i will appply to join in the 4000 applications this year ..but will i be the top 10 this year ...
Do i have wht it take to climb up to be the final winner of this good pay job..?
HAIz..to be honest ..my result suck!..but my cca record is fairly good ...so juz pray for a chance to present wht i have...and leave the rest to Fate liao..
juz realized that i have not been going home often, untill i need my result paper from home...
so i put a nick on my msn .." something like not beening going home often"
Chispy was fast to reponese to my nick..and ask me YY???
I told him some family problem..and told him to treasure his family.
inspire to get a good job..and build my own happy family ...and let my darling to be her dream to be a "tai tai"..
Not the HDB tai tai on Tv...heehee...
but this will take a few year...
darling be a bit more patient...heehee
I know you are feeling stress at work too...JIA YOU!!..muaks!
Drained
today i feel i was drained away my energy..i was out of room since morning..till nearly 9..
had my dinner....
Darling also tired, so juz want her to know i understand her , want her to rest well..and of cos wht to tell wht happen to me today
I got a place for the BP talk this sat!!..YEAH...i though i will not kena..cos so late liao..still no news..so think it was hopeless...but today i got the good news....
Today i start to study for my quiz for next week...study for half a day...still little go in my brain..
HAIZ$#%()*&^%$# so angry wif myself....
shopping at ikea
went to IKEA with darling to shop for her table top...and lot of other item..amt to $300 ...
the real bargain is the leather full back arm chair .onli $129...
really comfortable..if u have the $, go get one..really cheap to get a such a good chair at onli 129...STAR buy....i got nothing from ikea ..juz feel that it is real a good buy...that i want to share..hee
it can easily cost ard 300 plus..
today i spend my sunday doing my FYP...sad to say i have not improved much....
HAIZ...
need to find my grp mate to talk over it...no progess...need to buck up liao..haiz!!..
getting the heat on for FYP........
in deep thought
as i was writing my cover letter & resume for my Pro com assigment, i was wondering the job i apply for operation execuitive of PSA, required me to be based in oversea port, will i take the offer?...
I need to build up my career in my early year...but i cannot bear to leave my darling for so long....and etc..
haha..it is if i get a oversea..job.....
Silly me...too early to think of such thing..i have not even grad yet..
upset
Today my hope for my possible last A is shattered totally....
Result of my attactment is out!!...i got ..............................B
HAIZ!!!!!!!!!!!!
so to date i onli have 1 A in my course of NTU..that is my year 3 project which 1 AU onli..
Haiz...i dun know wht to say today...i really really very upset ..=< when i say it....
but got one happy news too....i click on my degree audit.after the result is out...i have onli 3 AU left to my required AU to grad...and the currently reg 16 AU ....
At least i will not be so stress...but i will still work hard to perform will in this final 10 AU core and FYP...
hopefully..can bring my degree to up the classification a bit ......heehee...stay tune for update next year July..haha..
I also attend an EndNote9 workshop by the lib....it is a veri veri veri usefull program....it can help me arrange my reference auto.....too bad i learn it too late...can onli use it for my last and most important report...of my course.....FYP....
today is wed liao...
2 / 2 days can see my dear again....like NS time...onli weekend can see GF..haha...
MIss her!!
shocked and inprised..dun know how to spellheehee
Today i went on my 2nd phase of my FYP...mean using new machine in the FYP Nano lab
TO my SHOCKED...the high tech nano machine is connected to a old comp...NVM...
but the comp have onli floopy DRIVE!!!!!...
In the high tech lab juz Nano lab..a High end tech...using this type of comp in NTU...
totally..shock!!
Darling having confusing idea of her furture....my advise..juz do whtever u like..
cos i believe if u dun like the job..u dun have the drive to go on..for long..
Was watching the Han WU DI dramma show on TV last nite,
I was inprised by the Zhang Qian , a man sent by the Han Wu di to the WEst to explore and to establish link wif the West ...
He is the one who have open the door to the Silk Road...the veri old but veri important trade route in the past and even now.
He have show great will and power to finish his job..
tired...
now is 2.45 am...juz finish part of my design assigment wif my partern Jason....Only part of it..
we plan to finish all one..but got some part not veri sure..need to ask tutor...so no choice but to stop!!..haiz.....
Darling..worried wif her work..but i cannot help her...
juz now also cannot tok to her...feel so angry wif myself!!!!!...
updates...
today still feeling a bit tired...after these few days of rushing work..and FYPing...
FYPing is really a tiring work....stress..and lost..etc...
Sometime , i reflect back on wht i have done, they are not super good work..but at least there are decent and neat work...
think to move up the next level..
THinking..... thinking.....
come across teeth whitening...today through some website..sound tempting...shd i go and try..?..haha..FAT hope...no $ how to go for such treatment...juz thinking onli lah....
